January 2011
24 posts
Things I wanna do to you,
Punch you in the face till you get a black eye, yell at you for not acknowledging my anger, knee you in the groin so you can feel my frustration, cut your brake because you’re not using your transportation wise-enough to come over and apologize.
One day, when you finally come to your senses to speak to me, it’ll happen. So I strongly suggest you to stay the fuck away from me,...
Of all the things I could/should be stressing...
fmylife:
Today, I discovered the source of my family’s wealth. Apparently my parents won a lawsuit against Durex 16 years ago. My 16th birthday is in 2 months. FML
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It’s 11:35PM, my final is tomorrow, I have 6 chapters to study for yet I have not even finish half of one chapter. I’m sitting on bed with my notes and homework scattered everywhere while I blog, sometime is seriously wrong with this picture.
After tomorrow’s final, I shall get myself ready for Wednesday; the start of my spring/second semester of college. Oh joy-_-
Break felt...
LOVE,
I mean, I thought I was in love and whatnot for the time being. Truth is, love to me isn’t the time when I’m feeling it, but how I feel about it after I fell out of it. That’s when I realized if I was in love, or overwhelmed with infatuation…
I was overwhelmed with infatuation.
Oh break did me well this year. A month+ end next week(Although it should’ve ended for me 2 weeks ago 0.o) Time for business, it’s mind over matter this semester!
Things that have to change: -Stop purchasing make up. Free shipping, N% off, limited edition isn’t going to change my mind now. -Online shopping. Again, no free shipping is going to change my mind >:o Coming home...
I really hate how I get emails from certain stores, and it always gets to me-_- I receive an email from Mac that tells me “Free shipping ends tonight, shop now!” I dropped everything and made sure I ordered something before midnight.
What am I doing?-_-
Is it selfish
to not want anyone from my past to be happy even tho I am?
Well, I guess I’m selfish *shrugs
Relationships
I know, it’s kind of weird for me to talk about this topic. What do I know about relationships right? I’ve never been in a real relationship, or had that ‘significant other.’ But you know what? I have stood on the side, and watch other relationships fail or succeed. Trust me, when you’re not the one in the relationship, you see things so much more clear.
First thing...
Honestly, I feel really fortunate to be up for the two past recent earthquakes. I know it’s hella weird for me to say this, but I have this gut feeling that it’s the earthquake season(does that even exist?) and I’m EXCITED! I feel a big one coming soon! There highest building to my residence is the only two story building in high school. So yes, I feel really safe here, at home,...
Patience is a virtue, but a true gentleman would never keep a lady waiting.
As of now, I realize that:
-My pain tolerance isn’t as high as I thought it would be. -I still don’t understand why people drink before they sleep. -Alcoholic consumption cause heart pain. -Or was it music that was super loud this morning/last night? -Over exaggerating facial expression hurts. -Touching my face hurts. -This blog isn’t making sense right now.
My cycle of being a bitch is around the corner, I feel it.
I hate it when I feel like this, when I just go insane. Everything pisses me off, I wanna rip someone’s head off to release my anger, I just hate everything right now. Everything’s floating in the air, nothing is solid. Yes, this is what I got through every month before the hell of pain begins.
Good night.
Wait! Let me...
It’s weird to think that I have another month of break left, well hopefully Tuesday is going to end that. I’m going to cross my fingers to get in my winter classes.
Is it weird to be excited to start school at a community college? Frankly, I don’t remember being this excited for school in a while. I know, I’m odd.
Enough about school, I know this is late, but I think...
Well, I’m sorry for being such a hassel. If I’m too much, well then I’ll show you the door, you’re more than welcome to leave. Now that I think about it, LEAVE. I don’t want/need you around anymore. Go for it, go somewhere, anywhere, I don’t want you here anymore.
In other words, I actually think I would rather start my year fresh. I’m tired of having you...